about two months ago i believe i had a panic attacked caused by a night of binge drinking weed blunts and weed brownies. at 5 am getting dove home i was really messed up and the Brownies started to kick in i started having racing thoughts of death and my wife and son dying then got home and progressed to thinking i was dying my brother ask if he should call the paramedic’s but i didn’t want it…i close my eyes to a deep breathe and the next thing i knew it was 4 hours later and the room was spinning the next 2 days i felt dizzy and scared. the thoughts of death and death of my family left. and i was back to normal thinking that i tripped out on the drugs and alcohol… two weeks go by fine then one night at work i think back to that night and bamm i start having scary thoughts and wondering and for the next three weeks of and on i have anxiety and worry. death thoughts of me dying or something happening to my family. then i just stopped thinking and worries and it went away for about three weeks. then just when i think im better i got another thought and started thinking about that night Again and for a few days had another anxiety episode. my wife dosent seem to notice when it comes i hide it well. so its been 2 months since the incident and i feel its getting better or worrying less frequently so my question is. do you think this frightful night had me really traumatized and im barely getting over it or is there something more to it and will it ever get fully better…thanks
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