Sounds like you should be talking to a psychic.
Whether things will straighten out depends on your determination and committment to go the right way, and the support system you have (family, friends)

Well at theis itme your son may be in the best place for him. Being on drugs was not excuse for losing him,. You had to knwo the outcoem before you snorted the first time,

I would think of that.
I hope it does turn around for you. but you have a long way to go.
The world is tired of dope and dopers, it’s time to dowe something that works like taking dopers and ealers and deprting to a deserted island for life. or making special camps fpr them and putoing them to work for their barest living expense forlife. we need to get the facts ot to the public that druggies are no better than drug dealers and should pay the price. Without a market drug dealers would not last. You helped ot keep an army of drug dealers in business. you helped ot break up families othe rthna ours.
persobnally I don’t think your sons best interest would lie with you.You gave up that rioght when yuou snorted the first dose or used the first needle or smoked the first joint.

This has happened to people plenty of times. It may take a couple of years for you to get your son back. Just stay positive keep going to your AA meetings and keep the faith. You’ll be fine. I had been suffering from depression for some years and I just made up my mind to be happy. I didn’t need any medication or counseling. You will be shocked how powerful the human mind is.

only if you repent – pray to do gods will – do your best to do GOD*S will – then you will turn your life around ! i will pray for you also !