I don’t understand why I cant lose my “after baby body”. My Son will be a year old on Sept.4th and I am still 140 pounds. I am 5’3, and the weight is going straight to my stomach. I look perfect at a weight of 125, but these last few pounds are not leaving. I have tried everything. I am desperate and at my wits end. I feel my last option is drugs (Illegal) but I don’t want to be a drug addicted and neglectful mother. I love my son and I want to be a good mom but I want to be a beautiful wife also. although my husband is loving and doesn’t complain I Know he doesn’t look at me the same, I don’t look at me the same. It may sound vain but it is important to me. How can I lose this weight and why has it been so hard? I want the drugs because I know they will work…how do I keep from reaching that point? Please Help.