I am 28 years old and have been drinking since since a teenager. I drank throughout college and stopped when i had my son. I went through a hard time in my life and abused alcohol for about a year. I got myself together as well as the drinking. i still drink maybe once a week. I always end up feeling guilty after a night of drinking (even if its 2 or 3 drinks) and feel like i should quit. It doesn’t help that i have a boyfriend who does not drink at all. I feel like I’m punishing myself for days because of drinking and i started seeing a counselor who states drinking is normal/ok. i don’t know why i feel guilty and can’t decide if its best to quit altogether.
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i am an alcoholic (recovering) and drugs there r so many things i have done wrong in my life they are coming back to haunt me not real ugly bad things just stupid dissions that i made they keep me up at night i feel that everyones life i have come in contact with i destroy or make them unhappy i have bpd along with many other diagnoses i go today to see my theripist i stoped seeing her in dec 2005 but i feel like i am ouy of control and they will send me to a mental hosptal agein i dont want that i am going thru 2nd divorce i have 3 sons i love very much i do not want to live i have searched for a reason but everyone i come into contact with i make them sad or cause confusion i want real answers please i am not a selfish person i feel they would be better off without me i am hurting so bad inside and i want off this rollercoaster it seems like i am getting better then it gets worse i have tryed so many different meds they work 4 awile then stop please help me !i dont know what to do
i take meds i see a doctor thru bhs state funded i can not afford most of my meds i dont have a job i dont have a home i sleep where ever i can w/ family i dont have any friends i am self medicating now i just want to sleep so i dont feel this way but have nightmares would god forgive me if i killed myself or would i go to hell? i dont think it would be worse than how i feel inside now i am really confused i can not take care of animals i can hardly take care of myself day to day
I like the little guy but I am a proud and functioning alcoholic. I had today off and I told my exwife I was planning on getting hammered in the morning and continue drinking until I pass out tonight. Well she told me she promised my son that I would come over fully knowing I planned on being drunk all day. So obvioiusly I didn’t show up. As I’m sitting here drinking I keep asking why don’t I feel any guilt? I am almost aggravated that she just put me in the position to choose drinking or my son. She tried that with our relationship while we were married and look where that got her. I’ll buy him a Transformer or something to make up for it but I guess I am just a strong person who keeps to their convictions
I like the little guy but I am a proud and functioning alcoholic. I had today off and I told my exwife I was planning on getting hammered in the morning and continue drinking until I pass out tonight. Well she told me she promised my son that I would come over fully knowing I planned on being drunk all day. So obvioiusly I didn’t show up. As I’m sitting here drinking I keep asking why don’t I feel any guilt? I am almost aggravated that she just put me in the position to choose drinking or my son. She tried that with our relationship while we were married and look where that got her. I’ll buy him a Transformer or something to make up for it but I guess I am just a strong person who keeps to their convictions
I like the little guy but I am a proud and functioning alcoholic. I had today off and I told my exwife I was planning on getting hammered in the morning and continue drinking until I pass out tonight. Well she told me she promised my son that I would come over fully knowing I planned on being drunk all day. So obvioiusly I didn’t show up. As I’m sitting here drinking I keep asking why don’t I feel any guilt? I am almost aggravated that she just put me in the position to choose drinking or my son. She tried that with our relationship while we were married and look where that got her. I’ll buy him a Transformer or something to make up for it but I guess I am just a strong person who keeps to their convictions
I like the little guy but I am a proud and functioning alcoholic. I had today off and I told my exwife I was planning on getting hammered in the morning and continue drinking until I pass out tonight. Well she told me she promised my son that I would come over fully knowing I planned on being drunk all day. So obvioiusly I didn’t show up. As I’m sitting here drinking I keep asking why don’t I feel any guilt? I am almost aggravated that she just put me in the position to choose drinking or my son. She tried that with our relationship while we were married and look where that got her. I’ll buy him a Transformer or something to make up for it but I guess I am just a strong person who keeps to their convictions
I’m 17 and i cheated on my girlfriend Brooke while she was in jail serving a one year sentence for possession of marijuana cocaine and heroin. I had a one night stand and it resulted on my son Joesph being born 3 weeks ago today. I promised her i would help her get clean but i have caught her shooting up and snorting coke. She told me i cheated so i obviously don’t care about her. When in fact i love her i feel so guilty i cheated should i still feel guilty?
technical legal issue? In other words, he definately had the drugs in his car and they were his but because of a screw up in the legal system he was found not guilty. I wouldn’t be happy but i have seen some families that are-like he never really did it!!
