okay short backstory im a single mother (19, had a kid at 13, bad i know

my son aaron is 6, hes the lite of my life but i can only make money stripping, been doing it for a year or two and its good money, but i have no sitter or any1 who can watch him, so i made a deal with teh club owner that my son can just watch in the back, they keep most of the customers away from him give him a toy to play with but i know hes watching me… is this bad, like sychologically?

i do fully nude so theres no alcohol in the club which is good cuz i dont want my son around a bunch of drunks. sometimes we do “milk slutz” shows tho where me and a couple other girls do a fake lesbo show (well sorta fake lol i came once or twice cant tell no lie while the guys in the front row get to spray us with milk (they have to buy the bottles and dancers get $2 per bottle so its a good deal), but maybe this is a bit much? at breakfast yesterday he aid “momy why do u kiss girls in milk???” lol it was funny but also a lil sad ;(

if any1 has any advice like if they r a doctor cud you tell me is this bad? im just a workin mom tryin to make ends meet want the best for my sun but sometimes i worry so plz put my mind at ease

gog bless