medication. He went to with drawl all of my grandmas banking account funds an hour after she died.

I am paying rent to my mom because I make a monthly check for satisfactory disorder, and bi polar. Satisfactory is a terrible disease. I have to wear my head phones when I leave the house and have loud music on at home so I don’t hear the voices that insult me. I also have agoraphobia and I was molested when I was 4. But I am not gay and it wasn’t my fault.

I pay my mom rent, I do the dishes, and I promised that I would always be by her side and never let her go to a nursing home. And no woman I’m dating ever will get in the way. She is my oldest aunt, she adopted me when I was little. My real mom died from hepatitis when she was 51.

How can I be the perfect son, despite my limitations? I go to culinary school, and this is my second semester, but I only took 9 credit hours. I also go to my moms work early and vacuum, pledge stuff, take out all of the trash. And I bought her some coffee that is from Star bucks. And I bought her her favorite kind of candles. And I may have given someone two valium 10′s, but that is only allegedly.

Now the main thing is I love my mother. The death of my grandma hurt me. I went to Kinko’s and got her picture from her youth hanging in a frames right in front of the computer. I just never want to be mean to my mom and I know I won’t because it is not in me. I hate meth now. Please give me some answers on anything in my life.
Schitzoaffective disorder I was trying to say.
I am prescribed the valium for agoraphobia, general anxiety disorder, panic attacks.
TY ok, it’s just very important that I make my mother as comfortable with the stress of her work, and because she adopted me. And she hates no one.