To make a long story short. I was addicted to crack cocaine and left my husband and children at home. I was sent to prison for crimes I committed to get my drugs. While incarcerated my children were place in the CHINS program. When I was released from prison, one year later, I signed over my parental rights. Due to the fact that I could not promise my children let alone myself I could stay straight, nor did I have a place to stay. As of today I have been clean and sober for three and a half years. I am remarried to a great man and am the proud mother of a three year old. I am in a stable and loving environment today and work a twelve step program daily. I found out that the adoptive parents has placed the eldest back into adoption. I want to find him. Not a day goes by that I don’t think about those children. I would greatly appreciate suggestions. Thanks and God Bless!
Just to make this clear I did not indulge in crack cocaine and or alcohol while carrying any of my children. I understand that my eldest did not want another mother in his life but ME. As far as my three year old she was three months old when I chose to stop drinking.