How would you talk to somebody that is kinda an alcoholic with a son in jail and a younger son that is very misunderstood, talkative but quiet at times cause he feels people dont get him and really has no true friends. How would you make that mom feel better? How would you make her family feel closer? How would you show love in tough times if you where in there shoes? the reason i say this is because i am the younger son, i try so hard to make peace. people say I have cold emotions but im trying to be a warm hearted person. I hold the door for people and everything but its my listening skills that I am not good at. Im a follower trying to be a leader but I dont wanna be that cold hearted person. everyone even my mom makes fun of me. calling me sensitive. laughing behind my back and talking bout me behind my back. my mom makes facial jesters while im talking. when i turn around to look at her she stops and pretends she is listining. I go to school soon but I feel if my mom does this then my new friends will do this too. i’d rather live alone and play wow than to deal with the cruel people in this world. F*** im crying as I write this… I’m a 24 yo man that really has had enough. i have faith in me to go to church. my new years resolution is to go to school and stay in church every Sunday. I’m starting fresh. I want out of this situation that i am in. I’m not a burden on my mom. Its just when i talk to her and my friends I get misunderstood as a cold hearted jealous person. and all Im doing is asking questions! please help me. I just want my family to be happy.

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