We’ve been separated now for almost 2 years. We spit up when she’s 8 months pregnant. I was always partying and she knew I was, especially with other women. I was into a variety of things, like alcohol, cigarettes, marijuana and other substances. When we first met, I was in a Drug Program. I have been working but not consistently. I just received a letter in the mail from Child Support Services about 4 weeks ago and haven’t responded. I admit that I lied to her many times, but times are different. I just applied as a United States Security Officer and its gonna take time until we get posted. Its takes 2 weeks for fingerprints results/verification and 1 week to get a guard card/uniforms and 1 week until I got a job. My mistake is, that I let my son’s mother know that I completed my “Powers to Arrest” exam and that I passed it successfully, and that I also when thru 40 hours of training. I am behind in my child support but she thinks that it was a paid training when it was wasn’t. I tole her it wasn’t and she made it seem like I was lying to her. I haven’t consumed any alcoholic beverage going on 4 months, nor had a cigarette going on 5 months. I have been clean on from all substances going on 5 months. I am assuming she is with someone else cause of the way she has been treating me. I used to be able to walk up to her door, now she doesn’t allow me to enter her gated community.

What should I do? Should I just let it go? Am I too late to save what we had before? HELP ME!…