i was with my ex-fiance for seven years. we met in california. he was a marine, and i was working as a cocktail waitress. he got kicked out of the corps for smoking pot and i let him move in with me from the baracks. we moved to colorado and stayed with my parents while we got on our feet. we fought a lot, but we loved each other. he was mean to me. he would say things like he didn’t need me and i was stupid and i needed to get my mind right. he pulled my hair. he put my head through a wall. i just stayed because i was sooo in love with him. then he got a good job and didn’t want to ever take me out or buy me anything. i started getting sick. turns out i have multiple sclerosis. he gets angry because i couldn’t work at the time. his job then moved him across the state. he was so mean to me the one time i went to see him that i told myself i would never go see him again. he started mellowing out and being nicer, but it was still really rough. he then informs me that he has met this girl and he is breaking up with me for her. she’s a waitres and makes good money. she’s from indonesia and is different and sexy and makes him laugh. he and i would sit on the sofa next to each other and i would crack jokes and try to make him laugh, and he would just sit there, stoic. i thought there was something wrong with me. so it turns out this great and sexy girl is married with a son she has abandoned. they have move in together and she’s still married to another guy. she had him break up with me and now she’s not handling her business. she lies all the time. i want to get over this. i want to move on. i feel better as it’s been almost a year, but i still think about him and what him and that girl did to me EVERY SINGLE DAY. i asked my doc if stress can make my ms flare and he said yes. i know he made me sick. but i let him. i want the karma police to get him, but he’s like the greasiest guy ever and just slips right past them. how can he and that girl get off scott free after their behavior? it’s not fair! i’m sick and broke and lonely, and he is not making loads of money.