have you ever left someone alone ( you were in a relationship with ) for a long time because even though things were not horrible you knew they may never get better? my recent ex of 4 years i love him to death i feel like we are perfect for each other – but we have so much drama that when he told me to leave because of something that happened i did and i havent been back ive talked to him one time in a week and a half and it wasnt pretty – his mommah is out of control she smokes crack – steals from everyone ( includeing me and her son ) she doesnt pay any bills, doesnt clean up, has a smart mouth – my boyfriend doesnt understand why i dont want her in my house, i would never make him choose between us – thats his mother – he says it wont be like that forever but i know shell never be able to take care of herself – she makes comments to me so he cant hear them and when i say something he only hears me n thinks im starting the drama. he has put her out b4 but she
comes right back
and i wont lie i wouldnt let my mommah run the streets either and not let her be safe when i can provide that – i left and i doubt ill go back – but its so hard because when it was just me and him living together we had so fewer problems and doesnt understand where im coming from – his nana used to take care of his mother ( support her and her habit ) and she passed away – when she did he promised her he would take care of her and his little brother ( who finally grew up and got a job i am happy for him and proud of him ) and i promised i would watch out for him – i dont even know why i put this question up there – maybe i really just want to hear someone else say yeah i left someone i loved with all my heart becasue it wasnt right at the right time -