Okay, a little more depth about this question- I feel like I am like way different then everyone else because well I look at things differently then anyone else. My logic seems to make sense to me and only me and no one else can understand what and how I come to my conclusions. Honestly, I have found absolutely no one who can relate to me. More over, I look at death as a not bad thing-to me, death doesn’t matter. Even if it is a loved one who you care about greatly and just you say “Oh my god, I couldn’t live without you.” or something like that like I just don’t seem to have that same view on life. Everyone is so careful about everything and doesn’t wanna take chances but then they are also hypocritical because they say also that life is short so live it. And I look at rules, laws, restrictions, everything that is around me, and I think it is the dumbest thing, but no one else seems to understand my logic behind these realizations. For instance, drinking age in america. I am 15 years old. I don’t really like to drink, and I don’t like the taste of alcohol but I think that it is ridiculous that the drinking age in america is 21 years old. This is the reason why most of the teens in america die from alcohol related deaths. They aren’t allowed to drink in public, so they stock up, and binge drink and get really f**ked up. This to me is like retarded because if the drinking age was 15 like it is in france then there wouldn’t be this problem of binge drinking with teens. Does anyone else understand that? So far, everyone that i have talked to about it is like “You’re really stupid Dane” (that’s my name…) and so yea. My parents rules are so terrible and I just cant stand them. My mom is SO safe and doesn’t let me do anything. I mean, seriously. I know it is the parents jobs to protect your child, but this is just ridiculous what she does. I cant even get started on that cause I’ll just keep blabbering on about how much I hate it. I, myself, am a outgoing, not thinking teenager. I do the stuff I do, then think about it later. I almost never back out of anything unless it means certain death and I can see it that way. Like jumping onto a bottle of dry ice of extreme pressure. I was dared to do that but I backed out because the danger issue of that is huge. But other things like jumping off of a 15 foot cliff on my old school hard tail mountain bike I do not deny because it looks and sounds fun to me. I of course got hurt on that one but I didn’t care. I did it anyways and didn’t think about it. Even though I am like this, I am still very responsible. I don’t drink, I don’t do drugs, I am like the purest teen there can be now days without being nerdy (sorry if that offends anyone). Haha anyways, seems like I got a little carried away here. Well if anyone reads all the way through this, be sure to answer the question if this is a normal thing or not normal and if I am a bad person for thinking the way like I do…? And if my morals are straight… I’ve been told I’m like the devil’s son the way I think about how death is not a bad thing and how reckless I am and how I don’t think about things. Anyways thank you so much for answering, if you answer. Haha that is all. xoxo

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